I’ve caught myself red handed. Reaching, expecting someone to fulfil deep core deficits, gaping holes in my existence. Continue reading “Caught Myself Red Handed”
Here we are, Christmas quickly approaching. So of course I have no plans to spend time with my family on Christmas Eve. Flirting with attending vs. not attending family gatherings for 15 years,
October is a month of transition. Leaves willingly release the security of the branches that have nurtured them. Fully embracing their journey onto the earth – all in the name of something larger, something magnificent…trees storing up power in the form of nutrients in order to support new, healthy life in the spring. Our lives follow a similar pattern. You may blossom and grow then allowing a part of yourself to “die off” making room for the new you, to start the process all over again in the Springtime of your days. Here’s to releasing the dead wood in your life – the creaky, the crotchety, letting it all fall away, into the earth.
Good morning body.
Thank you for being there even when I don’t like you.
For showing up even though I push you hard and ignore your pleas to rest.
When I numb you and silence you with food or substance, so I don’t have to hear your needs.
I may give you food that may not serve our highest good and yet, you take it anyway.
I promise to get better at listening, every day, not only when I have time or $, or when it “looks good” to others.
I promise to be gentle and honor all of your processes because I realize you are forever protecting and supporting me.
I vow to view US, as a partnership.
We’re in this together.
It’s much easier if we like/love each other.
LMK what you need.
Being with teens sometimes hurts my soul. Today I am upset with my gag order circumstances. Kinda goes against the grain of my -say it- fabric. I suck at keeping my mouth shut Continue reading “Right Church Wrong Pew”
For The Love Of Gratitude Feb 3, 2019
Looking for some inspiration today I stumbled across this Wintery scene. Quiet, frozen and crunchy. Alive underneath but who can tell? Bringing me right back to my quest for something greater. Continue reading “Winter Layers”